not funny (reprise)

"i’m not funny anymore
fail to roll you on the floor
even left breadcrumbs at the door
became one huge colossal bore
but at least i’m not a whore
and not someone to abhor
or a pest you would ignore
maybe a twit you could adore
if i was one continuous roar
just i’m not funny
any frigging more"

or maybe i never was,
cold sober.

or maybe that's all i am,
not enough.

or maybe it's you,
who's changed.

as we wind down and spin off and turn towards tomorrow, as it happens, so they say.